Sometimes it feels great to be a woman. But sometimes it really sucks....you girls know what I mean!
As a result I promise not to relapse. I couldn't get out of bed this morning because I was feeling so crabby. But it wasn't because I had no smokes for 41 days. I didn't even think about smoking. All I could think about was how bad my stomach felt today. Here I am sitting in my room with the curtains closed. Not really wanting to see anybody in the real world. It was weird because I was feeling good yesterday about my huge non-smoking milestone.
I just hope I pick up later on today. Now, I will find a coping mechanism.
