First blog. I think writing will help this time with this quit. Technically, I quit back in October and joined this forum. However, I continued to "slip up" and finally just gave in today to an entirely fresh start--calling a spade a spade. No more "slip ups" I simply do not want smoking to be part of my lifestyle anymore! Time, money, health, self esteem. Control. A paper roll filled with tobacco running my life and time? Ludicris.
I placed my 14 mg patch on this morning, (in October I was at the 21 mg, so there is progress!) and I am hoping, later in this day, I will be fully aware of how much it is "hugging my skin" if I go to peel it off so I can buy a pack of smokes and smoke a cig. This happened before, and tearing off a patch when it seems as if it cares so much to help me is thought provoking.
Sticking with the patch. Today. Just today. Cravings ain't nothing but a thing. Squish 'em.
Help me stay quit, folks. Thank you.