Well, Merry christmas everyone, wishin you all a very happy and healthy holiday!!
As i sit here at just about 53 days smoke free, i think how it was in the beggining, how 53 days looked sooooooooo far away, lil did i no its right in front of u, we just didnt see it b/c were to busy thinkin about smoking.:)
now if this was 3 months ago holy crap, id be smokin and drinkin too LMAO the holidays can be very stressful, who has money problem,family problems,who lost a luved one, or job, the hustle and the busle can bring people down, but you gota stop and think, those problems are fixable,& the ones that are not is b/c its not in our control.
we need to stay tuff. we may not have wealth,but we have health, and for that alone,we need to be very thankful.
today i will be home having family over, i lost my mother this yr and it wont be the same without her,but she wouldnt want us to as she would say MOPE and be MISRIBLE, She would tell me, SHIT OR GET OFF THE POT, LMAO so in her honor and for my family especially for my kids, Iam gona do just that,Iam gona shit and get off the pot and be happy as i can be. I have life,kids family im breathin,well LMAO ,no iam breathin even if its not good.
We have one life and we need to make the best of it. I had my very 1st dream last night of me smokin,i was on a beach with my sisterinlaw who dont smoke but she did in the dream, i lite one took 3 drags and paniked b/c i forgot i quit, Anyway, i have so much to do today, I always say that Iam gona write this or that and i end up writin about everything hahah well have a merry xmas guys,be safe and be good to ya self. rember N.O.P.E. :)) LUV YA ALL
