HELP

[Tricia38]

OK, I'M READY- GOT ME SOME PATCHES BUT IS STILL SCARED FOR SOME REASON WHAT IS MY PROBLEM? IT'S FOR MY HEALTH I KEEP SAYING TO MYSELF I THINK I'M AFRAID OF FAILING I HATE TO START SOMETHING AND DONT FINNISH AND NOT JUST THAT, MY HUSBAND SMOKES AND HE GETS ON MY NERVE AND 2 OUT OF 3 OF MY GIRLS AGES 16 AND 13 GETS ON MY LAST NERVE SO BAD I MIGHT JUST LOOSE MY MIND LOL EVERYTIME I SEE OR HEAR 1 OF THEM COMMING I GRAB A SMOKE MY 5 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEP ME CALM SHE SO SWEET I LOVE HER