The great news is I became a great granny last night to a beautiful great grandson. His name is Maddox Ezekiel weigh 7 lbs and healthy baby boy. Another great thing is this baby will not know granny as a smoker, and will never have to smell nasty smoke on me while holding him. More great news is haven't had one puff of a nasty cigarette in 1358 days.
And for the not so good news. I have to have surgery on my right shoulder, which will be tomorrow. I started having pain and they did MRI which showed I have 2 large cysts causing my labrum and rotator cuff to tear. The good news they believe the cyst to be benign, but will still biopsy it. With it being my right shoulder and my left hand is not so good working with the computer, I will probably be away from cite for awhile. Didn't want you to think I disappeared.
I see lot's of new people here, so I wanted to say believe in yourselves and know you can kick this addiction to the curb. Find your determination, stay positive, keep with NOPE (not one puff ever) and SINAO (smoking is not an option),and seek help when you struggle and it will lead you to the freedom you are seeking.
So everyone behave and stay smoke free and I shall return.
