I have been trying to quit since October 6, 2009 when I lost my younger Brother to Cancer-I just lost my eldest Sister to Cancer. October 3, 2013. My parents are still living, but loosing those two family members has shattered my mom. It Hurt my dad his only son gone! They are both in their 80's and do not smoke, my dad did many years ago-he quit Cold Turkey.
I take care of my parents now, and it is 'Very Stressful' My mom has Dementia and thinks those two family members are a live. My dad has been dealing with Cancer in his troat.
So, I did good after my brother died, I did not want to smoke-I stopped smoking cigarettes and when I did want to smoke I bought a cigar
I cannot afford to smoke-I am on Disability-Limited Income. I cannot afford the patch or other non-smoking products.
I have bought the blu cigarette (inhaler), I did good on the inhaler along time ago-by Nicoret. I tried to get it again and now my Insurance will Not pay for it.
Stress and coffee are my triggars-I only have two cups of coffee a day-so I guess Stress is my Problem!
I have been feeling sick from smoking-I have to quit! A.S.A.P.
I am open for some Sugestions or where should I go from here in this site.
Thank you
Gail
