I have reached day 50 I have taken down my counter clock as I don't feel the need to count the days any more I am moving on to the months.I will celebrate the months now beginning March 18, 2010 what will be two months. I just feel I will make it 12 months then I will start counting the years.Hope to count many of them.Hope that all of you do to. I just want everyone to know how much it means to me to have this place to come to when the time are tough or lonely or just to vent.I really have learned alot from all of you. I hope I can be a inspiration to someone sometime. I would love to pay it forward the helpI have received from everyone here and other places and of course form that great God above who I really know for a fact had something to do with this quit.I am greatful to everyone involved.My husband has now since quit he is coughing his brains out he never thought he had a addiction because he only smoke occassionally well wake up and smell the roses. you don't have to chain smoke to be addicted. He works out of town called last nite pulled off the side of the road coughing.I jokingly said have a smoke it will help you stop coughing.lol He did not find that funny.i have explained everything I know about quitting and all the effects that smoking has on your body.I hope he gives it up he goes for days and don't smoke when he is home so I know he can. I hope he has made that final quit decision.I just want all the people just starting this journey it is possible from a over 35 year almost 2 pack a day smoker you just have to make it a priority in your life not smoking.Believe you can stop and you will don't let the bad thoughts in you head think only the good things that is going to come from this change in your life. Yes it will be your Life again.And i am here to tell you after all the wasted years I am loving owning my life.
