Well it is already Christmas eve eve. WOW where has time gone.... I would like to take this time to wish all of you a very Merry Christmas.....Today is 45 days and i am truely psyched. How ever I am a little worried because this is my first Christmas without cigarettes and I have a good friend of mine is coming in and staying for a whole week and she smokes like a train. I only see her 2 times a year and we usually spend it sitting up and talking and smoking all night. She knows I have quit smoking but I still know this will be a trigger for me.