Friday, Day 5

[jamie20]

Today has been interesting. My office went out to lunch and we all ate quite a lot. I had to catch myself from asking the receptionist for a cig. She as actually been extremely supportive and has not smoked a cig in front of me all week, color me surprised. I was taken by surprise on how strong the urge was to ask her for one. I am not really experiencing the withdrawals I was on Tues eve or Wed morn, but I do find that there is a little voice whispering in my mind. At least on this time, my ex-smoker voice is louder than my smoker voice. When that voice tries to tell me it will be okay just to have one cig, I ask that voice why should I? I find that the little voice has no answer 8-).