As I sit here listening to myself wheeze and struggle to breathe because I cant stop coughing I think about what Im going to do different this time.I think Im going to start journaling about each cigarette I smoke and why I am lighting up.I will also journal when I stop on Saturday on triggers when I crave.I should have been doing this a long time ago like my doctor suggested but Im stubborn and tend to want to do things my way.Well obviously my way doesnt work.So why not try someone elses way?What a concept.I truly appreciate everyone on this site.Thanks for not giving up on me.
