Greetings to you all. Everyone who's been watching and supporting my ever going battle, thank you.
Today will be the forth day of my quit. Not too bad at all.
I actually had a dream that I smoked one, but I suppose that was just a dream. haha.
It's going very well for being a cold turkey quitter.
As for information on my brother, they are having his wake tonight. My mother asks if I am going, but I told her probably not. I don't think I could stand seeing him today and tomorrow in a coffin. So I am just going to go to the funeral and support my grieving family there.
My mother is doing horrid. Depression has pretty much taken her over. She talks about the craziest things. Plus no matter what I tell her, she won't listen to any advice I give her, after all.. her baby is dead. Hopefully she can get through this though, I know she has a suicidal past, and I don't want her to ruin her life and those around her.
Anyhow.
