Hello everyone, My name is Dawn, I've been a smoker for over 20 years, in my early 40's, so it's never too late to quit. This is my first time trying to quit smoking, and this is my first day without a cigarette . I have really been in an ill mood all day, I have been craving a cigarette all day, it is driving me crazy. Will the second day be any easier? I work tomorrow, I have a very stressful job, it's going to be really hard tomorrow, but I know that I can do it, because I've went from smoking 10 cigarettes at work to just smoking one. Being at home is the hardest place to be, not being able to smoke because working the third shift, you sleep in the day and you're up at night, you can't do a lot of cleaning at night and wake people up.. My husband quit cold turkey, January 2015 will be 6 years for him. I don't have his will power. I'm trying, but it sure is hard. This is the hardest thing that I've done all my life. I first tried smoking at 14 years old, but I really didn't start smoking until I was 17. Smoking has dictated every thing I do. After I wake up in the morning I smoke, after I eat each meal, when I drive to work, when I read, watch tv, talk on the phone, etc. Smoking has controlled my whole life, for an example, a friend invited me to a church event that was about an hour and half away, I turned her down because she didn't smoke and I knew that I couldn't go that long without smoking a cigarette. As I sit here now writing this blog, I'm craving a cigarette so bad, that I could scream.. I hope tomorrow is better, I honestly didn't think I would make it through the day with out smoking, this has been one of the hardest days of my life. I would appreciate any advise.. I hope that everyone has a wonderful and safe holiday..