Well, when I got home from work today I read an email that a really good friend of mine died. I think people should call you personally with that stuff, whatever. But this is the first time I am truly grieving about a death without smoking. Death was usually a hard core smoke fit. Like 2 packs in one day. Now I see the connection between smoking and death. It kills you. I am sad, but I will not smoke. Kathryn