Today was an epic failure for me. I moved my quit date again. I just cannot seem to find the willpower. Or maybe I am not committed enough. I dont know what it is. I dont want to obtain a smoking related disease as I have been lucky thus far, yet I really enjoy smoking. I know that it really isnt a stress reliever, yet in my head it sure feels like it is. My life seems to go to hell in a hand basket every time I try and quit. Why is that? I know that this will get better but what the french toast am I suppose to do in the mean time. I have a wicked temper during withdrawl and have little patience. I cannot just not take care of my child and I sure dont want to divorce over this. Any suggestions to speed up the unpleasentness besides quit aids as they do not work for me would be GREAT.