ENOUGH!!!!

[changedbygrace]

I am doing this publically so there will be no deleting or changing my words. I can not take any more. I am physically ill and I just want peace. So far I have held my quit. I am so shaky because I have health issues that can be very damaging under these conditions.I so thought this was through. No more negative on my blogs that I am trying to keep positive. No more negative on my boards, inbox, or anyone else's. I thank you for the neutral comments and advise. I am sorry I had to do this publically, but this is safer. I have not insulted and I will not start. I have learned some very hard lessons and I just want to be cared for right where I am. and kept accountable to my quit. I am here for anybody if they want me. I want to celebrate freedom, not bondage. People are right. Take what helps you but if you do not agree with something politely message me or just let it go and move on. I am depleted folks. I just want to be safe on here. I hope I do not get banned for saying I can't take any more. I will not say anymore about this. I am Not EVIL!! God bless.