I have been having this re-occurring dream that I am dealing with some stressful situation and I sneak a puff. Every dream has been different but the result is the same, I smoke and then I get mad at myself, as in last night's dream, for throwing away the last 41 days. Then I wake up and while still in that half-asleep half awake mode I think whether or not the dream was real. Did I really smoke? Did I really just do that? I smell my fingers and usually nothing. However, this morning there was slight ting of smoke from last nights bonfire with my girls. That put me in panic mode for a seconds until I became fully awake and realized it was just a dream. I am I crazy or am I the only one that does this? Oh well. Here is to another (conscious) day of not smoking. I will leave the cigarrettes for my subconscious.
