how funny Nancy. That looks like cookie when the bull dog comes towards her. Alcohol won't cause me to loose my quit, it is this dang PTSD. It is like an outer body experience and one can not think. I have planned my steps if this hits again.
I smoked until a vascular surgeon informed me of the damage I had done to myself by doing so. I quit 11 years ago, and I can swim laps virtually FOREVER now, walk most other days 40 minutes to an hour and a half. What a difference quitting has made in my life! I strive to help others find this wonderful freedom from addiction, too.