well since my last blog i have been doing much better, im so proud of myself and i just hope i don't slip up i tend to be pretty hard on myself when i feel i have messed up or did not do a job well enough, go figure, anyways........ on a positive note im just going one minute at a time and before i know it i have made it through another day, this site has been wonderful from right off the bat thanks so much. thank you Trout for making my counter and making me feel so welcomed:)