Today I woke up really depressed and down in the dumps. I was craving a cigarette pretty bad. I am a single Mom with 3 young adult children. My daughter's car needs a new fuel pump that will cost $720. My toilet keeps running. I tried to fix it but it didn't work. I woke up feeling overwhelmed. I thought about smoking but I know that I will still have these problems even if I smoke. Plus I will spend another $40 a week on cigarettes, making the money situation even tighter. Usually I feel like a strong independent woman and I am proud of what I have accomplished in my life. Today I just cried all the way to work. Still want to cry, but I can't at work. Could this depression be cigarette related? Even after 32 days?