Its a most difficult thing to watch is when someone is staring death in the face from terminal cancer. The amazing thing is she has so much Faith in God that her spirits are up and cheerful, she is ready and waiting on Gods Will. That is such an inspriation to me. I hear my addict mind telling me well she never smoked and is dying at a young 64 from cancer. Yet I have puffed my way into poor health and as far as i know cancer free, thinking I should be the one with the cancer.I have abused my body so much by smoking more than I care to mention. I don't understand life sometimes. Why bad things happen to good people, I don't understand either. Well maybe a little without the bad you wouldn't know what was good. Cancer is just such a slow death, its hard to see its affects. THanks for listening and being here.
