I was really struggling. Not sure if it was that I was on vacation in the national parks and I was reading news of that poor lost girl. My husband was helpful but he also told me not to pay attention to the news. Fortunately I ignored the nicodemon and concluded that getting smoke in the rental wouldn't be good for us.
I made here on day 77. We're hanging out at the hotel and enjoying a day of rest before we head back home. Hope everyone is well. Sorry for being away for so long.