Nothing new to tell except that the cravings are still trying to be sneaky!!! I am armed and dangerous!!! I love being a non smoker!!!! Why would I go back? Hahahahahaha!!!!! Stupid smokes think they can get me!!! I am having a wonderful week and learning new things everyday.
I have learned to shut up and listen!!! Can you imagine that people have been doing this for centuries??? I never thought how much of a difference it would make in my life. The people around me actually have categories. To be or not to be?!?!?! I cant decide if one of my friends is true and good for me. He has a lot of issues right now. I am not going to make the decision until things level off a little. He really is a good guy and full of life.
Now, on to a more important subject. I have learned to give and to take when. We something is given...take it. It was meant for you to have. If you have something to give then please do because you were meant to release it. There are times in my life where someone or something have come into my life and I didnt want it or accept it. It has always turned out for the worst. I hope to learn this lesson and not forget it. I love having everything, but don't understand how important the small things are. I am trying to go back to my roots and make what I have that much more special.
I love life and plan to live it as healthy as I can. I will do this without smoking and actually enjoy it!!! This is my way of living and choosing to do it smokefree comes as natural as breathing (even though I have asthma) 🙂
Real quick.......DR says that my asthma is just progressing and there are no other problems at this time. Can you believe that? I am soooo happy. I do have to do one more test next month. Couldn't this time because of allergies. Now I can atleast let that rest. All other problems are under control at the moment. Not going to get the shots in my hands. I feel they arent hurting me enough to get it done. They scare the crap out of me!! If they progress then I will think about it again. So, I believe that caps off the bottle for tonight. Good night y'all and stay strong!!! N.O.P.E.
Leigh
