I am on day 80 and frankly I want to smoke. I am hanging on by my fingernails but it is not going well. I am depressed, as I blogged about yesterday. I am frustrated with work. I do not feel like there is anything to look forward to in my days. I understand that smoking will not solve any of these problems. I do feel like I may not make it and that is the first time I have really felt like that was a possibility since I quit smoking.
I am trying to do the right thing by coming here first.
