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Day 702 .....Hello to all of my peeps in the land of Ex'ers !

bonniebee
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I have been trying to write a blog for the past few days and for some reason everytime i clicked on write a blog it brought me to my last blog and it would say publish as though I never posted it. I  finally hit publish and it cleared it ! Don't ask me ! Maybe it was " just dust " !

I want to thank Everyone of you who congratulated me on my 700 DOF milestone ! My carpal tunnell is returning. I had a cortisone injection months ago and it really gave me some relief but now the pain burning and numbness is returning so I could not thank each one of you individually . I need to have the surgery because I do not want anymore cortisone!

I am coming up on the two year milestone I never thought  I  would see the day !!! One day at a time ...they really add up !

I smoked for 52 years and I was a heavy smoker ! In the last 20 years a little more then a pack a day and I even had to fight to keep myself down to that amount ! In my younger years I was a 2 pack a day smoker and often even 3 packs ! I guess raising the price, though painful to me at the time, at least resulted in my cutting down and also  increased my desire to quit for good . Quitting for good took me many years  ! My first  real quit was cold turkey in 1989 I made it three months and just when It was getting easier I gave in to trying just a few puffs by the end of the evening I smoking like a chimney as though I never even had quit !!! So Please if you are new don't kid yourself ! NOPE is a must ....Not one puff ever !!!!

After that attempt I did not even really try again for 10 more  years then followed a number of shorter failed quits until i finally found The Ex Community  ! Coming to this site really helped me to quit .The education, the positive energy from so many ex-smokers, the caring ,the support all of it has helped me finally quit and be Happy doing so !

Please believe us when we tell you that your quit will become easier with time it truly does ! I am so very happy to be free of that addiction .

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I am the Mother of 4 children , a Grandmother and Great Grandmother . I am a retired LNA /CNA and I live in South Western New Hampshire . I am a native of Martha's Vineyard Island . My room mate Karen and I have 6 pets : Two dogs Lily and Jonah, one cat Olivia, two bunnies Lila and Emma and one guinea pig Allie . I enjoy reading ,knitting, walking, especially in the woods, at the river or the beach I also like taking photographs with my camera . I miss my family and my Island .