So many of you took the time to comment on my last blog and all of your comments were so kind and uplifting to me .
Today was a little actually quite alot easier than yesterday I do think it had more to do with My son and the anniversary then it did with the quitting . I also think I have used the cigarettes as a comfort when in emotional pain and this was the first time going through this difficult time without them . So part of the difficulty was probably not only grieving for Seth but also grieving the loss of the cigarettes !
I am so glad to be free of that addiction but I have to admit a part of me misses them . It is kind of like leaving a lover who turned out to be abusive !
I am smack in the middle of NML !
Thank you again all of you Ex'ers you are my support group (((HUGS)))) to all of you !
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