I don't understand what's going on, I see people smoking and it doesn't bother me, I am not thinking about smoking a cigarette when I wake up in the morning and I am not having any physical withdrawals that I am aware of BUT I am deperssed beyond belief. I don't want to go to the gym, I'm sad I feel like crying and I can't seem to get myself out of this sadness. I mean I understand that if I smoke I'll still be sad or depressed but why am I having emotional withdrawals and no physical ones? Yes I'm eating a little more but nothing special, nothing unhealthy. What the heck is happening to me?