Day 51 of No Smoking
I can't believe it, I survived yesterday arguments with my 2 sisters. I think deep down they both dislike me because my dad had trust me more than the other 2 sisters, since he told me to take care of his money for him. I had an argument with both my sisters while I was driving back from the nursing home to my sister's home (dad's house). We had full blown argument, we said awful things to each other. I did think about smoking since I was extremely angry with them, but i didn't smoke. I said I will not let them have the power to cause me to pick up smoking.
The argument is about the renovation of the house, it is costing a lot of money, the contractor told me yesterday that the 2 bedroom's sheetrock ceilings need to be replaced. The renovation is causing us a lot of money, now there is more problems. The renovation is over $150K, and now more problems.
My sister do not have to pay for the bills, since I am the person who is paying money to the contractors. I do not want to deplete my dad's money. The reason why we did not sell the house is because my younger sister's husband left her, and she does not even have a job right now, and she has 2 sons to support. In addition, the apartments in NYC is getting very expensive, and she does not have the money to pay for the rent. Currently, she is paying low rent living, and I take care of paying all the utilities bills and real estate taxes. It is very stressful!!
Therefore, I am saying this over and over again "This Too Shall Pass" .
