Hi everyone and thanks for your support. Today is day 5 and the cravings are a bit more today that the past 4 days. In the past I have fallen off on Sundays. My girlfriend typically stays at my place Friday-Sunday afternoon. After she leaves i typically get together with friends and have a few drivnks and on my way home have been stopping to buy a pack and sit in my back yard alone and consume half the pack alone, wake up Monday and feel like shit. My girlfriend has no clue and would not be happy with this. My therapist wants me to "come out" with her and maybe that would help. I know if I abstain from drinking it will not lead to buying smokes. Anyway, I have found this amazing community and it has been a big help all week. I am feeling very confident that i can put this behind me once and for all.
thank you all.