Day 5

[lee76]

So today's day five. I worked a ten hour shift today. So I was irritated at people and obviously exhausted by the end. I kept thinking about how much I could just go out and smoke on my break, but I had half a piece of gum instead of trying to bum one off someone.

I had a few intense cravings today. And a few moments of pretty big moodiness. But I settled one incident with the gum, like I said. And the other times I just rode it out. 

I feel different about this quit so far. Any other time, I feel like I would've just said screw it and went and bummed a cigarette, but I find Im constantly willfully talking myself out of it. I want to stay smoke free. And now's a better time than ever.

Ill get there.