Day 5

[jordan-doyle]

Whoa, sorry i couldnt keep you all informed on my 4th day when probably my biggest test came - smoking at work

I had 4 hours to get through with my colleague going out for a fag every hour - i missed it and then realised that i was so much better without it. I was less relaxed and didnt need to scrutiny of those who could maybe smell i had been for a fag. I even went outside with my colleague and she offered me a fag to which i happily replied, 'no thanks'.

The same with today - i had work and even though someone came in and stole some beer (bear in mind there were only 2 people in the whole shop) i was offered a fag, and still said no.

I soppose it must count for something but i think this is the first proper time i have wanted to quit without the hassle of someone forcing me into it or whatever - it had to be MY decision, and i took it, and i LOVED it.

Anyway, must be getting to sleep for college tomorrow.
Much love

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