I can't even stand myself right now! I am on day 5 and I am so close to going out for a pack of cigarettes. Why.. because I am an idiot! I am constantly eating so I am starting the South Beach Diet tomorrow - but now I am justifying that maybe I should smoke for the next 2 weeks while I lose some weight... completely foolish... I know... but this stupid thought is starting to win!!!!
ugh...
