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Day 45!!!!!

beckybmez
Member
0 4 9

DAY 45 is here!!!! Alleluyah!!! (sp) lol

I am so excited and proud of myself!!

I woke up this am while having a night mare and I was freaking out. My dream was that I had smoked. SOOO glad when i came to that it was a dream. I definately do not want to go back there again. The 1st 2 weeks were really tough. Has anyone else had dreams like that?

I also was wondering if anyone can tell me if I will quit thinking about smoking soon. I cant wait till the day when I do not thing about smoking. It IS getting easier, but I do still think about it.

Thansks for your thoughts and take MANY deep breathes:)

 

NOPE!!!!

4 Comments
shaheen
Member

congrats

maggie_8-1-2010

Those smokemares can really be disturbing. 

Way to go for embracing your quit. So happy for you!

nauticalnut2011

I had a few smoke dreams but not until around 180 days.  The last one terrified me, I was convinced I had smoked and was beyond upset.  Should have known it was a dream because I smoked with my late husband and he's been gone many years.  The mind does some strange things!

Many seem to be able to get past thinking about cigarettes early on and it takes a lot longer for others. When I read a blog in which someone was saying they never thought about them early in their quit, it scared me.  I thought I must be doing something wrong.  But then you read other blogs and you realize everyone experiences this journey differently.  Just knowing you're 'some kind of normal' helps.  Keep on reading, keep on keeping your quit!  You are doing fantastic!!!  That Freedom Train will be coming for you very soon!!! 

deleteme
Member

Very glad I read this,  that "smokemares" exist!  I woke up this morning dazed, confused and SO COMPLETELY relieved that I was just dreaming, that I had NOT started smoking again.  Even in my dream, I was telling myself that I was dreaming and dismayed with the smoking...I've never had a dream within a dream, this is the first time. Again, so glad, so glad, because I do not want to go through another 5 days of insomnia withdrawals ever again.