Doing okay. Cried a lot today. But newly separated so that's kinda okay....watching Walking Dead. Feel like I'm stuck though making changes. Miss my yoga and aerobics. You know I started aerobics last time I quit. I wanted to exercise but did not want to feel anything any stronger than I did. I still do step aerobics at home....Just making it through, me and my two kitties and my husband is a good friend still just the marriage is over.
Life goes on. Reading an online book training by a yoga teacher based on Joseph Campbell. She asks us who our heroes were as kids. I realize I had none. Kinda sad.
And mom has alzheimer's so when I hit the bottom of my sadness I always miss mom. She still knows me and says all the right things and the mom things....just she cannot process anything...she stopped growing....Dad keeps on keeping on. He's one of my best friends. They're 87, Last time I quit for 17 days and he got put in the hospital. It was my first your dad is not well call....He thinks I quit years ago. I lied because if he knew he'd tell me I'd never quit and I don't need the message I cannnot do it when I can.
Guess you know by now am an extravert in general though my passion is poetry...I write...thanks for listening....
