It's officially been a month and I am still going strong! Haven't been on lately because I've been dealing with a lot of stressful situations. My son is struggling with anxiety and I finally got him in to speak with a psychologist. That was very emotional but I think we've come up with a plan to tackle some of his fears and make sure he is on a safe, predictable schedule at both mom's and dad's houses. My husband told me he was extremely unhappy and wanted to have a talk about why I didn't want to be around him anymore. I guess in my quest to better myself I was forgetting to nurture my relationship. I felt so selfish! We're getting back on track and all is well. I can't believe this myself but through all of that stress, I never thought of going back to smoking. I thought it would be nice to have a cigarette a couple of times but then remembered that I can't have just one-not even one puff-because I am an addict and will go right back to smoking again. This site has really helped to solidify that little fact in my brain. Not one puff ever!
