This is a lot like my cancer journal. Writing in my cancer journal when I was going through treatment helped me so much. I recieved a lot of comments of support back. But this is also different. I am blogging on a website with other smokers who have quit or trying to quit and that makes it a lot different than my cancer journal (www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaydeebiggs ).
I have cried several times today. Fighting the urge to smoke, triggers have hit me several times but I am staying strong. First when I woke up I checked my mail, was fighting the urge to smoke and decided I was still tired and went back to bed for several hours. I got up and took some books back to the library. Didn't smoke, didnt think about smoking until I left the library and headed home. No, I didn't smoke. I'm holding strong. I can't say that each day is getting any easier just yet. But one day I will be able to say that. Hugs to everyone and thank you for your support.
