Yesterday was my day #2. All day, I thought I was going to lose my mind. Then, I went to a concert. I was afraid to go because I knew I would slip up.
Sure as shit...I did. I shared a cigar with my boyfriend. It was disgusting but for some reason, I kept smoking it. Afterward, I didn't want to smoke at all. Everybody around me was smoking cigarettes and they smelled really bad.
So, in a way, I don't feel guilty about last night because at least it was not a cigarette....and it helped me to realize that smoking really is something I don't want to do anymore.
On to another subject.
I have been using Nicorrette as nicotine replacement. For a while, it just seemed like it wasn't doing anything at all. That is until my tooth started to hurt. It's weird because I had a root canal done on that tooth a year ago (so I shouldn't be feeling anything) and now that I've been using Nicorette, I have a toothache all of a sudden.
Needless to say, I won't be using it anymore, I guess I'm just screwed.
Has anyone else had this issue?
