So I had a good day shopping with the girls. Had to go to a deposistion for my daughter who got hit by a car last year and had her pelvis broken, it was dreadful, I don't want to relive that time and the deposistion kind of made me. So I am stressed as hell and want to smoke and I am craving hardcore, got on here to read some blogs and guess I get alittle irritated right now so please forgive me. I want to smoke but I will not, I have made it far, tomorrow will be two freaking weeks. I want to cry, I am rocking back and forth, I am bitcxhing but I won't smoke, I guess I am just going to vent.So this group has been great, gives me good advice, sometimes it's nicely sometimes it's hard advice like don't smoke stupid it will kill you, well no one has said that on my blog yet but if they did I sure as hell wouldn't delete their comments cuz last time I checked this was a community of people with different ways of doing things, saying different things, etc. So I never did see these comments that were deleted, I will say that. But if Dale gets on here and sdays "Keep it simple stupid or go ahead and smoke if you wanna die ginger, sorry to see you are such a wimp" then hey good for freaking dale for telling me the truth, now if he called me a bitch it may be different, lol. Point being people are diffrent, different people react differently to different styles or whatever. Point being I don't come asking for help then blog treat me with kid gloves, it hurts my damn feelings and doesn't help me. BTW when I reallly Really want something I don't make excuses. Ok so I am all over the place here. Looks like another schizophrenic pyscho day for me lol but you you know what I made it through that craving. Thank you for being there everybody and if I have offended anyone, well that's life. But truly I want people to be honest with me. Still smoke free, never politically correct 🙂
