Day 11

[housabstew12]

Gosh, I've only got 2 more hours and I will have 11 days of being smoke free!  That makes me very happy!  But for some reason today was one of the worst yet!  From the time I opened my eyes this morning and right up until now, I have had to fight off the urge to light up!  What is up with that?  Usually throughout the day I am only having 4 - 5 thoughts a day and they don't last long.  But today, I just couldn't shake it.  It was a struggle just to get through work.  Everytime someone asked me how it was going with the not smoking, it just made me think of how badly I wanted to give up and light up.  But, I didn't!  I  am so glad to be home and back on this site.  I truely felt that I was going to fail today.  Here's to hoping that tomorrow brings a better day.  One Day at a Time! - Toni -