I don't know why. I survived the moods, tantrums, cravings of the first three days. After that my quit kit came in handy for the 2-3 minute craves many times a day. Today however, stuck in my head, not a craving as such...just a thought. A strong thought. Breathing, straw, chewing gum, water, walking...the thought is just stuck there. "You can just taste it to make sure it's disgusting". Is that my addict talking? B!&%*h! Where did she suddenly come from? I was expecting her in NML?
Then, just to top it off, we watched a movie (The Intervention) where, I think, every character smoked. I could smell each one I saw! I should have switched it off, it really wasn't anything great...but I watched every cigarette.
I still haven't smoked today. Was going to try to stay awake till 3am to chat to you folks but I think better to take this nagging voice to bed and sleep her away. Sorry folks. Won't be meeting you this time, sadly. Please blog tomorrow about all we're missing?
Bree
