Whew, I was a Piece of Work last night. I don't know what triggered me after dinner but I was crabby. I decided to go upstairs and watch TV so I wouldn't take my nasty disposition out on anyone. It seems like I have NO patience. I am better in the mornings but the afternoon starts a downward spiral into crankiness. I have been using the 2mg Commits but have decided that when this tube of them is done, no more!! At the height of my pneumonia 2 weeks ago, I couldnt smoke and went cold turkey. Felt better, started smoking again & had a pneumonia relapse. 10 days ago I went cold turkey for 3 days but then started using the Commits. Why did I do this? By Friday I will be out of the Commits, my son will be at his father's for the weekend so I can get the nicotine out of my system and not deal with the daily withdrawls with the Commits.
I WILL go through with this quit!!! That is my mindset and I am sticking to it!!!
