I saw one of my doctors today she gave me a list of numbers and website to help quite smoking. I've been smoking for three year now. Well to be honest six year I tried quieting about five time or so. Really...am i really doing this writing a blog who the hell is going to read it . I may be bi polar but i must be nuckin futs to start blog that no one going to read. Anyway I had about five cigs since I woke up. I am going to use this blog to track my rantings and a deteil of who many i smoked