Holy Moly, been on this road for a while now. Just passed the 4 year mark and barely even remembered to acknowledge it. Was updating password lists today and came across this login. So I logged in. It was a hoot to read all my old posts. Yes, I'm still a bit crazy, riding the rollercoaster, however no more nicomonster or smokemares and still true to the quit. Had a bit of weight gain, surgery, more weight gain, but in the last year I've even turned that around too and feeling good again. 
Hope to find y'all doing well, and if you're new, keep practicing your quit however many times you hit the restart button. I promise you with practice you will get there, and this my friend has so been worth it. Therefore everybody, let's celebrate life and come and dance with me!
