Typically, in the past when I had quit, what would usually sabotage the quit would be a stressful situation, or something bad or tragic that happened in my life...well, what I learned today is that even when things are going great and I am happy or elated, I also crave cigarettes! I had a great day today....got a huge account, one I have been working on for months, and the first thing I wanted to do after the meeting was smoke! So strange! I actually put my blinker on to pull into a gas station and then last minute asked myself what the hell I was doing, and drove on! Did not smoke, but learned a huge lesson...No matter how you feel, the addiction will try to drag you back over to the dark side, so you need to stay strong!!!
So, I am off to my Hot Yoga class! (that was for you PianoGirl!)
