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Cheating Myself

murali
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I had to travel yesterday out of town due to some wok related to my job.

I reached my destination city around 11am and checked into my hotel room. After having a warm water shower, I headed to the customers place to complete the job.

Luckily everything went as planned and I completed my work by 4pm.

My return flight was late night at 11:50pm. I had plenty of time left so decided to watch the latest movie released a couple of days ago.

On my way to the theater, I changed my plan. I thought that I will go to my hotel room and watch TV and smoke plenty of cigarettes while watching the TV.

I bought a pack of my brand cigarette (20 nos) from the store nearby and looked around. Ooops! my friend who knows about my QUIT is standing there in the corner… I must avoid him.

I walked quietly in the opposite direction and was happy that he didn’t see me. I was at a sharp turn of the road where you can see only about 10 feet ahead and the road disappears.

I walked along and when I was at the turn, I was hit by a bike at great speed! My cigarette packet flew in to the air from my hand and I fell down on my back – hitting my head on the concrete road.

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I woke up from my sleep this morning with a disturbed mind.

Not feeling good at all. I see the criminal inside you again making plans against me….

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