Blew it

[beth60]

Well I smoked a couple last night.  Just have felt so down and so tired when I wasn't smoking.  I don't know if that was from not smoking or what?  It had been a week -out of my system but each day I felt I was sleep walking and not getting much done. Don't know if the smoke last evening made me feel any better-know it made me feel worse just the fact that I gave in thinking it would help.  I have way too many enablers.  Back to Day 1.  Will I ever be able to do this???  Still on Chantix-the 2 cigarettes didn't even taste good.  Beth