Beginning Again

[redpepper]

Fell into the muddy water of relapse on Saturday night. Last smoke was at about 2AM early, early Sunday 15 July. 

Woke up Sunday. Washed the pack in water and tossed them. 

I'm trying hard to be self-forgiving. And I am sooooo sleepy. Not chewing the gum. 

Ugh. Addiction sucks.