Sometimes we have to be stronger than what we feel inside towards smoking or any difficult decision we need to face. It's not time to crawl up into a ball and say "why me" or this shouldn't be happening but then again we don't know what life has in store for us. When faced some difficult events they make us stronger even if some of them make us really sad inside. Today will not make excuses for my behavior and will find the hidden strength to carry on. Some difficult decisions still ahead but I will get them sorted out. I will not smoke over it will not help me through this journey. I learned that staying in smoke clouds doesn't work. They just slow me down.
I will not smoke and will be stronger than my excuses.