Hi. I don't even know where or how to start this post. I am normally a kind, soft, passive person. However--I am feeling sooo angry right now. Honestly, I am just plain pissed off. I want to smoke so bad. I don't want to smoke so bad. I hate this place. I want to just go to sleep till its over. This is horrible. Had so much to celebrate this weekend...our daughter graduating college...mothers day...my husband made a wonderful meal for us. Its just not enough. Crap. I don't know how to deal with this. I've read, I've prepared, I've known about the bad times. I'm just feeling sooo low. And, I know, if I were to smoke, I would feel even worse. OMG!