Bad, bad, day

[allisonbmorgan]

Hi.  I don't even know where or how to start this post.  I am normally a kind, soft, passive person.  However--I am feeling sooo angry right now.  Honestly, I am just plain pissed off.  I want to smoke so bad.  I don't want to smoke so bad. I hate this place.  I want to just go to sleep till its over.  This is horrible.  Had so much to celebrate this weekend...our daughter graduating college...mothers day...my husband made a wonderful meal for us.  Its just not enough. Crap.  I don't know how to deal with this.  I've read, I've prepared, I've known about the bad times.  I'm just feeling sooo low.  And, I know, if I were to smoke, I would feel even worse.  OMG!