I am starting to get more and more nervous about my date approaching as the one person that I thought was my number one supporter is turning out to be one of the people that I really need to stay away from in order to be successful. That my friends is hard since we live together so I am going to prepare myself to just avoid him at all cost. Its easier for some to do that then others but I am starting to get accustomed to living in a house together and not speaking. So if anyone has any advice to this situation please let me know as I am ready for anything. I refuse to allow myself to continue to fall back into depression, I will fight tooth and nail over that and right now I am in the mind set that this man seems to try to keep me from doing lots of things so I am going to prove that I can accomplish these challenges in life with or without him and its looking like this I will have to do it without his support boo. You know I start writing in here and by the end I have answered myself. Amazing
